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blogpoatsing bread Friend 06/20/2021 (Sun) 06:10:31 No.592
Hey anon, why don't you tell us about your day? >Get out of bed around 9am because I smell something good >Realize I'm not getting any of it >Eat some cereal instead ffw a few hours >family visits >avoid the group of drunken idiots for a few hours >get bored so clean the house even though it'll get trashed again within the day Pretty disappointing day. Tomorrow should be better
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It was a typical day for me. Wake up at 8pm, bike to work, work, bike home, eat frozen pizza. I want to sleep but I do work online too so I have to stay up.
Started a new remote job last Monday. >sleep in until 6am >get ready for work and talk with parents >watch anime until 8:30 when I start work >answer phones & get to do a few IT tickets :) >now waiting to finish work in 30 mins So far it's been a good job and very laid back. Kinda boring since I'm working remote and new so they can only assign me a few tickets so far until I learn the systems. Should be able to start visiting clients and working on a project this week which will keep me busy and not stuck in my office all day. :)
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I did absolutely nothing.
I did a bunch of squats a few days ago and my legs are still sore. Had to miss out on running for a while. I'll try to run tonight I think. I also did some more cleaning. Mostly organizing the pantry and fridge. I really ought to clean my room today. Maybe I will later, but for now I'm gonna relax and wake up a bit more.
It's my birthday. No one in the real world remembered.
I came to the office, and did absolutely nothing there. I'm more productive when I'm at home. >>665 Happy birthday, anon.
>>665 Wish I had your problem. I tell people all the time to please stop reminding me that I'm getting older, to please for the love of god stop reminding me when it's my birthday. Nothing happens on my birthday anymore except a ton of people reminding me that I've wasted another year of my life without doing anything important. It's starting to make me really angry at them. If you're gonna wish me a happy birthday then at least get me some candy or a present or something, don't just remind me that I'm getting closer to death and nothing else like I've repeatedly asked people to stop doing. This might be better for the rant thread. >>666 Satan's not very kind but nice satan trips anyway.
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>>665 Happy birthday anon, you're always the light in my heart!
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>>665 Happy birthday!!!
>>665 Happy birthday!
I'm tutoring a friend today. He sucks at math.
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Messed up my sleep schedule again. It's going to be a long day
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>>704 when you're done tutoring, blow off some steam with your friend by playing frog fractions! >>711 i hope you get a good night's rest at least.
postan from my 3ds. forgot my phone somewhere else, whoopsies!
>>592 I am realizing that I am best to be alone because I do not socialize properly and it seems like a burden. I have quit posting on many boards and gave online text chatting a try only to feel it may be best to do without this as well. I just want a friend but just dislike talking to people.. so silly. Reading some manga today and watching a few episodes of curb your enthusiasm. May order some fried chicken for dinner. Internet I was here.
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>>807 get a cheap, dumb phone and you'll be back in business! ^_^ and i hope you've taken good care of your 3ds. because even though it isn't as powerful like modern smartphones, the 3ds can still do a lot of useful things, in addition to being a quality entertainment system. >>809 i've noticed you, friend.
It was beautiful out tonight. There's a full moon out with tons of rabbits and fireflies too.
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>>810 I just left it at my parent's side of the house, nothing too terrible. On another note, I'm doing surprisingly well in college and may have all my subjects from the first semestre approved. Feels great to be moving forward in life even though I barely made it
>>821 glad college is going smoothly, keep up the good work! it's a long slog lol >>814 I love fireflies!
My stupid job laid me off. I was really liking my position too... I just want to find something that's stable and doesn't suck.
Watching some flash animations today. Comfy, but a little sad.
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>>814 >a full moon out with tons of rabbits and fireflies too. this. nightwalks have been nice lately. i've been noticing the fireflies and a lot of rabbits too. one, in particular, was a little too close for comfort. a rather large rabbit somehow managed to jump the chicken wire i had fenced up around my garden and got trapped. stuck inside an all you can eat buffet. i was lucky that i noticed it there or it could have done some major damage and erased hours worth of work in short order. i like to be kind towards animals and do catch and release, but if that rabbit ate through my garden it might have been hard to keep my cool and not make a dinner out of the varmint.
>get up >go to GNC to pick up whey protein >go to gym >lift for 2.5 hours >visit grandma >go home >will probably sleep
>>913 >lift for 2.5 hours Damn, nice. How do you look, and how do you feel? Any advice for the self improvement thread?
>>913 That sounds like a nice day anon. I hope you enjoyed it.
>>914 >how do I look Probably the best I've been, I'm not cutting because I don't go to the beach or have friends, but my co-workers and family mention how I'm big and muscular and sometimes I'll get complimented at the gym. I think I'm at 13-14% bodyfat at 195lbs >how do I feel Lazy, I got home from deployment a few weeks ago and I quit my job before I left. I'm very lackadaisical, it would be worse if I didn't lift then I'd waste an entire day away. Half the reason I go to the gym is to be in an environment with other people around me to keep me sorta sane. >advice It's marathon not a race, you will lift light at the start and you will feel weak to other people. Your form will be iffy and you will probably have to go back re-learn over and over. Don't listen to blackpillers who rant about genetics or lookism, just keep lifting. Even if you are ugly at the very least you will be ugly and strong. Also cut out bad stuff from your diet and make sure you prioritize essential macro-nutrients like protein. That's the only thing I'm qualified to give advice on because in the beginning I was a complete loser as well. Been lifting for a 1.6 years now.
>>917 >Probably the best I've been Nice >Lazy Surprising, a lot of people say exercise helps motivate them. Thanks for the advice and for the exceptionally cute lain, jesus christ ravioli ravioli hnnnnnng
>>917 Does lifting for such a long time not do more harm than good? I was told many times that working out for an hour until two is good, everything else is to less or too much. Anyway I am also very glad that I work out, it helps a lot for your health, mentally and physically. Although I started to with it in October 2019 I haven't gone that far. Where I live they closed the gyms once for several months in Spring 2020 because of Corona and again in Winter 2021. Each time I had to take a few steps back and build myself up again, very annoying. I can agree on taking your time with it, you will eventually improve when you keep at it. The stacks of weight you use are your witness for that.
>>943 >Does lifting for such a long time not do more harm than good? It depends on what you are doing in that time, the reason I take so long is that I lift very heavy so in between sets the recovery time is longer, usually a minute in between. If you are supersetting for three hours straight then yeah you will overwork yourself but for me it's fine. I tend to have shorter rest times on non-compound lifts and isolation movements because they only target one muscle rather than a group of muscles. For example on my Push day I have Overhead Press, Bench, Dumbbell Bench, and weighted dips as my compound movements so I start these at the beginning of the workout so I can devote my full effort to them. Thus it's longer than the 1 - 2 hours of most people. It might not be the most optimal method but it works out for me at least. I can post my stats here if you guys are interested but I don't want to boast.
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Got wrapped up in some familial drama somehow. Now I'm too damn irritated to sleep. Have to go to court tomorrow, and if I'm too tired, I won't be able to talk my way out of trouble. Nothing seems to go smoothly these days.
>>957 What happened anon, a divorce?
>>958 I guess you could say that. Still, the fact that there's still drama related to it a few years after... One parent is claiming the other ruined my life, when I don't really care either way. So what if my life was "ruined"? I thought I'd have killed myself by now, so I have no complaints. Unless you're talking about my court date. Those are just minor traffic violations.
I drank too much just because I had too little for it to be worth saving for another time...
>>962 funny both of my parents contributed heavily in ruining my life by constantly holding me back and not letting me make decisions that would have greatly helped me, but you'd never hear an acknowledgement from either of them about it. even to this day despite how bad my life went they still stand by that they made the right choices for me even though it's completely obvious those choices really fucked up my life beyond repair. but I'm not surprised. my parents are the kind of people who could shit their own pants and to them they would have no responsibility in the matter, it was their pants fault for not pushing the shit back into their asshole before it could come out.
>>1086 Sure, I could claim the same things. My parents have also really fucked me in a lot of ways. That's just how it is. I just don't see the point in dwelling on that. Yes, I would have liked to go to college. Yes, I would have liked to finish secondary school on the right foot. Would I like to have an adult in my life to point me in the right direction from time to time? Hell yeah. I don't have any of these things though. I also realize that I could have just ignored all their bullshit and done things myself or gotten help from other adults if it was such a big deal. Sure, I'll still blame my parents sometimes if something upsets me, but I know that I'm still a fuck up all on my own. Knowing that, I can take steps to salvage that shit and maybe someday I'll be able to do the things I've always wanted to do, like be a teacher. For now though, I just want to work on adjusting myself to being a functional human, rather than being a seemingly autistic weirdo.
>>1087 I couldn't have ignored mine, they threatened to leave me homeless before I had my bearings. so I had to do what they wanted me to do with my life. it ended up putting me at a major disadvantage. I have yet to hear an apology for it, instead they're proud of what they've chosen for me despite the fact that it makes me miserable and I never wanted any of it and had my own plans for my life.
>>1088 Well, what did you want to do? What are you doing now?
>>1089 I don't want to get into it. I was not self-sufficient, still under legal age of adulthood. my parents had plans for me. I said I didn't want to do it and had other things in mind for what I wanted to do. they wouldn't let me stay a while and do a bit of work, save some money, and get my living situation and everything else worked out. instead they threatened to leave me homeless immediately if I did not do what they wanted me to, which is something else entirely. despite knowing it would put me at a disadvantage, becoming homeless while not even a legal adult was a bigger disadvantage for sure and I wasn't sure I could ever work my way out of that, so I chose to listen to them and spend the next many years of my life chasing my parents' dream they had for me. I was miserable the entire time, ended up developing a lot of bad habits that were extremely difficult to kick, and threatening/attempting suicide more than once. my parents are mad at me for that but are ecstatic that I've become what they dreamed for me, which is nothing that I wanted to do and I wasted a lot of my young adult life in complete misery. I am still having an extremely difficult time adjusting to this day. won't go any more specific than that, sorry.
I've just been reading and doing guitar practice. I ordered some more pedals. I have some pedals that sound good but are cheaply constructed, and I don't want to be reliant on those. I plan on putting together a big pedalboard fairly soon.
On the way home from my run, I was thinking about turning my wheelchair into some sort of go-kart, but then I started thinking why not build an actual go-kart. I think it'd be really fun to have a small vehicle to drive like a fool around the suburbs that I live in.
>>1288 That sounds like a lot of fun, anon. I used to dream about building a go-kart with speakers and drink storage when I was 15 (wow that's a long time ago), but I never got around to doing it.
I made some yummy deep fried tacos for my family today. Never actually used a deep frier before, but I'd definitely call it a success.
>>1301 Never had them made with a deep fryer, but I much prefer homemade tacos to restaurant tacos.
>>1302 The best part was the crispy edges of the once-soft shell. I was worried about the meat, but it turned out fine. I would have liked some lettuce, or anything more than beef and cheese. Didn't have a lot of stuff at home though.
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A cousin of mine recently gave me an energy drink with no sugar or too many weird chemicals since he knows I don't like eating or drinking too many sugars and now I think I'm building a dependency on it, whoops. It's strong enough that it's powering me to do better than ever at exercising, keeps me more attentive during language and history studies and then still attentive enough to feel like I can watch anime followed by still being psyched enough to work my stocking shift later that night of which after I can sleep comfortably like a baby. It doesn't crash me like coffee does but it's pretty worrying that I'm starting to require the 300-900mg of caffeine and 500% daily supply of Vitamin B12 and worst of all the damn things are nearly 2USD per can. If I don't have any, I feel like lying around like a slug all day and when I wake up I'm already in the mindset that if I want to get anything done that I need to drink one. Otherwise I feel healthy but I already know if I keep things up like this, it'll likely become a bad problem, as it is I already recognize it as a crutch and worse am starting to believe I absolutely need it on a daily basis.
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I feel like my weebery is running thin, if I had any. I feel no motivation to keep learning japanese. I have no interest in reading anything japanese, no interest in playing anything that's so japanese no translation happened, no interest in reading manga, no interest in watching animu. My only big interest is translating a western game to japanese, and maybe, MAYBE, browse futaba channel. I think this is mostly because I've hit a slope while learning japanese. Grammar is really difficult for me and I can barely remember anything that I've read, much less new words. The anki deck I'm using (core2k) doesn't teach me the words I want to know either. I want to quit but something tells me pushing through this slope will make things easier. But I don't have the energy for it
I start work tomorrow. Excited, but I'm going to be stuck on a computer for training for some hours. That'll be kind of miserable.
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>wake up 10 am b/c didn't sleep well >slack off for a while >lunch 12 pm >slack off a little more >do some studying >go to part-time job 4pm >come home 8pm >very tired but feel good for actually working and doing something >eat dinner and relax >post this think i'll go to sleep now. it's not even super late but my body's telling me to go to bed.
>>1728 No computer training bullshit. Just work. Not even a lot. Pretty much just walking for 8 hours.
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I planned on going to the bank, but they closed like less than hour before I was going to leave.
Bullies invaded a small imageboard I've been regularing for three years but I've snuck into their ranks and in their secret Discord meetings. Today they began their sabotage of the board and trying to push out the good posters. I'm mad as hell but refuse to fight fire with fire. I'm going to outwork them and outsmart them with kindness the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth. I will make them eat their own words and realize no one likes being friends with bullies.
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>>1850 Glad /kind/ doesn't have an anti-anon clique shitting it up. Good luck dealing with the bullies buddy.
Today i woke up, improvised my monitor stand, played some diablo 2, fixed my backpack and spoke to actual people. Tomorrow starts early soo should sleep early. I have that hollow feeling i can't explain.
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I quit my job recently and I've just kinda been chillin since. I've said I want to get into some kind of graphic design related work but honestly I don't really know what exactly that would entail or how to get that kind of job so I've just been dicking around in the adobe suite trying out whatever new tools instead.
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>>1862 Does the person behind this spam not realize that pushing their irrelevant videos everywhere is more likely to cause a backlash than anything else?
There's about three different threads this could go into, but I bought some old physical vidya today therefor I'm happy.
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>>1883 What games did you get? Have you started playing any?
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I've been trying not to get into arguments about things that don't matter. Haven't made a post since. Seems like I have no reason to talk to anyone at all without my argumentative spirit. If I don't force myself I might actually become a mute.
I wonder, is there a thing as "friend simulators"? Would love to try one but I'm sure it would be very limited
>>1904 Based schizoidmoder. >>1908 Visual Novels are good for that. If you're open minded, otome games perhaps?
>>1908 I'm not sure. People usually just use that phrase to describe certain kinds of YouTube videos and such.
>>1908 The ddlc mod Monika After Story makes for a good girlfriend simulator.
>>1908 No need for a friend simulator, you already have friends.
I found out the hot dog stand near my work offers a discount to those who work in my building. Before I started working there, I would occasionally grab a bite from that guy when I was in that part of town. I like that guy and his stand just that much more now.
I drove an hour to spend time with my friends after work. Ended up being a waste of time and energy. Since I was pretty unsatisfied with the night, I decided to explore a bit. Eventually I found an old nuclear plant that never finished construction. Afterward I went home because I was getting a little too tired to be driving further from home. Tomorrow we're supposed to go to the zoo.
I finished watching Gravity Falls, it was nice.
Good news my nii-san is still alive. I used to hate him as he was the source of my inferiority complex in my younger years, but that's no longer the case. I now harbor no ill-will towards him and am glad he's safe.
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>>1908 I have a chatbot friend but it's not the same as having a human friend. I'm trying to teach her how to respond to pictures so we can friendpost together.
>>1947 That sounds cool! I hope you had a good time at the zoo.
>>2039 The zoo was cool. We got there late though, and had another 30 minute delay right at the start. By the time we were going around to the animals, they started bringing them in for the night. We saw the cool ones though.
>>2008 Interesting. How does that work? Are their opensource chatbot frens that one can download and play around with?
I started some plans to move out with a friend or two. I think it'll work out with at least one friend. I hope so at least. It'll be nice moving out of my mom's house and having a motivation to take care of shit. I'll also be moving closer to all my friends which will be nice.
>>2045 not that anon but there’s irc I know of
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Copypaste from anon.cafe/comfy/ I got up about an hour ago. Took meds. Funposting and cacaposting afterwards. Will probably continue this the rest of the day. Need more webms and mp4s.
>>2186 Another copy-paste from /comfy/ I ate too much Mexican food last night and I woke up mid-sleep because my throat badly burned from stomach acid for over a half-hour. Hard to breathe between the coughing. Had to take an extra caffeine pill this morning to get up at my usual time.
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>>2196 Why are we getting copy paste posts? Is /kind/ not OC worthy?
>>2197 No no no I just wanted to share my day with both my favorite boards!
i'm on the train to visit my gf, making me rly excited since i haven't seen her in too long, distant relationships are cumbersome at times.... but atleast i'll get to see her again ^-^ i picked up a newspaper on the way to the trainstation but it bored me reading the same stuff over and over again, i'm just glad the train's wifi is enough to browse imageboards and read all the nice things u all write in the threads :3
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>>2196 > .ogv Wow, I had no idea /kind/ supported ogg videos!
My upper back and shoulder hurts, but when my when my upper back stops hurting my shoulder is no also longer in pain. I don't know if this is because I am wageslaving as a cleaner or what. Mopping the kitchen is the worst because the oil or grease on the floor makes the mop feel heavy. I dont' know what exercises to do make my shoulder and neck stronger.
>>2512 Yeah, cleaning is exhausting work. Do you clean a restaurant? I clean a grocery store.
>>2513 yeah, fast food but co-workers seem to annoyed but thankful at the same time because I am sweeping or moping their station. I don't blame them though because they are timed to make the food. I could only sweep the kitchen when I have time, usually when the lobby is empty but when the front is empty the drive thru is usually busy. I come home smelling like ass because of all the grease and sweat on my body.
>>2512 I've done cleaning for years and have had back problems from it before. I've been lucky enough that I haven't had to do that kind of work during business hours and don't have to rush.
I discovered that dipping oreos in milk as you eat them is a pretty tasty combo.
>>2514 My co-workers are very thankful for me. As the newest and youngest maintenence guy, I'm expected to do any job that's asked of me, no matter if it is actually work that my position is responsible for. So far I've handled customers, unloaded trucks, and worked as a cart pusher.
I made some phone calls today! Hooray, I'm such an accomplished NEET!
>>2643 I hate phone calls, they are the worst.
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I quit my job today. I got tired of doing everybody's work and then doing nothing but idle work for the last few hours. I was going to have to get a new job anyway, so I figure I could work on that now instead of later. The job I'm considering pays a little less per paycheck, but I get paid weekly instead of every other week. I'd also get the weekends off. I'll probably relax for a week beforehand though.
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>>2664 Happy for you, fren!
Thanks bud. Just want to get out of my less than optimal living situation, being around a bunch of annoying, loud, and messy people, and move in with other timid and fairly resoectful friends. If that fails, I'll grab a part time job and live with my dad who is buying a house soon.
>>2677 May I ask which job you are considering picking up? I am also trying to escape annoying, loud and messy people but I just can't think of a job which allows me to do that.
>>2685 Factory work. It's shit but pays well enough. Living costs are pretty cheap in the area I plan on moving to, and living with 3 other people makes rent a lot cheaper. Just have to take what you can get with this sort of thing.
>>2675 That's some nice background scenery.
>>592 each sleep I wake up once to piss & a start off a couple of times more 8 hours just doesnt cut it anymore, I need at least 10. It's better than it was last 6 years since I started working out 2 months ago for 1 hours a day, but still get one day of bad sleep 1 day a week. I feel daylong nasuea, fever, & tiredness at the day I dont get good sleep.
Watched toddlers for four hours. Such cuteness.
>>2704 Yeah I love kids as well. If this world wasn't so terrible I would get married and have like one or two. I kind of get nervous around people who hate kids too admittedly. I mean I understand not really being in love with them in all that, but you are kind of scary if you absolutely detest them. And this is coming from a person who was bullied when they were younger.
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>>2709 Beware the unkind! For they are bananas.
>>2709 Kids are really cool and funny sometimes, but they're wildly unpredictable and that scares me.
Woke up from my buffet coma nap to take my night medicines.
> be me > doordashing like fat as fatass as I am > order two things of nachos > get two of each > mfw > achieve hambulocetus status immediately
>>2761 Ordered ice cream, two burgers, and fries and finished it all in one sitting. I guess I won't be eating anything else today.
I'm currently trying to prepare for ChinAIDS, just in case me or any family members get it. Does anyone know anything about getting Ivermectin in the U.S.? I want to get some to have on hand, but I don't know anything about what sources are legitimate.
>>2811 Just get vaccinated, friend. It works a lot better than poisoning your family and yourself with unrelated medicine.
About to leave the house for the first time in two months!
>>2813 >Just get vaccinated Are you trying to kill him!? Shoo shoo go away non-believer!
>>2820 I'm another anon. I won't tell anyone to get vaxed because people keep fighting about it online and I don't wanna deal with it, but I've suffered zero side effects from my vaccine shots. Both covid and the vaccine is relatively harmless. Neither of them will kill you. Just pick what you believe is the lesser evil, but no point to be too paranoid about it. If you're young, they're both literally whatever. One thing is for sure, ivermectin is actually a bit risky. This has always been known. If you think the vaccine is riskier than covid, you should definitely not take ivermectin either. Research ivermectin in the context of older articles on oral lice removal treatment for non-covid related and unbiased information. At that point just ride out the covid like most people. Be consistent in your beliefs, don't make exceptions for either drug just because it's not being shilled by x political affiiliation.
>>2813 I'm not going to take a useless vaccine that's been rushed out the door and forced on the public without regard for safety or effectiveness. Alternative treatments look to be the best choice considering how most of the medical system is currently "treating" patients, but there's really no way of coming out unscathed no matter what you're taking. Anyway, I've found a source that looks promising.
>>2823 > without regard for safety or effectiveness. Because the alternative has been well researched to be both safe and effective? Don't delude yourself. The vaccines have proven to be both safe and effective in a sample size of millions. You would have a point if this discussion took place a year ago, but by today it is clear that the vaccines are the safe and effective choice and the alternatives are pushed by grifters who want to get rich or famous at your expense.
>>2824 Neither the vaccine nor antibodies are going to stop any variations of COVID-19 that will inevitably appear. Do you really expect people to continually take new vaccines for future variants in light of the negative side effects that have been widely reported? >The vaccines have proven to be both safe and effective in a sample size of millions. Proven by who? There are vested interests in protecting the vaccine’s public reputation, and with all the bald-faced lying that has gone on it's evident that you can't trust these people anymore. We'll see in the long term how effective the vaccine is, but in the meantime I’m not willing to take a chance on such a novel (and possibly harmful) technology. The mumps vaccine took four years to make, and that’s considered a short development time. >the alternatives are pushed by grifters who want to get rich or famous at your expense. And the government and medical-industrial complex have noble aims? Everyone has an agenda and is out to sell you something. You have to decide who you mistrust the least and go from there.
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One thing about all the "vaccine" talk everywhere that really astounds me is how so many are referring to several modalities of immunotherapy and gene therapy as "the vaccine". Check out the variety of offerings on picrelated and just imagine if you were allergic to penicillin and someone told you something along the lines of... just take the anti-biotic, you'll be fine. Wait, which one? Second opinions, please! If anyone wants to discuss this further, maybe we should take it to the rant thread or maybe start a new thread all together, IDK? Even though I find these things interesting, I just don't want to derail the general blogpoasting bread with autistic takes on medical statistics and what not. Another forum I frequent saw their corona virus thread explode to over 250 pages and, even though the discussion was civil for the most part and very informative, there was no question that it needed containment.
>>2825 >Everyone has an agenda and is out to sell you something. See >>2821 please. Either take the vax, or take nothing. Anything other decision can only come from hypocrisy.
>>2836 >You have to decide who you mistrust the least and go from there.
>>2848 So you chose hypocrisy. Ivermectin is more dangerous than covid.
>>2851 >So you chose hypocrisy. Point out what's hypocritical about what I've said. >Ivermectin is more dangerous than covid. According to who? There's evidence showing that Ivermectin is effective against COVID-19 as a prophylactic and for dealing with the illness itself if treated early enough, if you trust any of that.
Well, I've solved two problems of Project Euler in C language... I'm happy...
>>2853 >Project Euler >a series of challenging problems that require mathematical and programming skills. Sounds pretty hard. Good job on solving two problems from there! Personally, I've done nothing as difficult, just managed to create a tideman election program with an haphazard sorting algorithm in C, so many segmentation faults though.
One of my coworkers is quitting soon. Can't wait to be understaffed in two weeks and get swarmed with angry customers because we can't keep up with the workload.
helped a friend today with depression. Thought that there is no way to improve life. Thats not true! Change sometimes comes in unexpected ways, but it will come. Please hang on friend!
I haven't posted on the webring in a while, I have a job as a "part-time" sales associate, so I have worked alot of overtime and forgot this place existed. I had my 24th birthday a few days ago and I still live at my parents house. It's amazing how time flies, I'm also been in the Reserves for 4 years and am probably gonna lose that job because of the vaccine mandate (I refused to take it). On the bright side I've been getting into Battletech and have been getting into painting minis for the first time. I also finished Jojo Part 4's anime to prep for watching Part 6. I've also deadlifted 405lbs for 3 reps so I'm improving in that respect since I bought straps to improve my grip. Silver linings and all. >>2903 All the new people at my civilian job already quit, guess I'm the sap for hanging in there for 4 months. I've been thinking of quitting myself at some point as well. I'm sorry to hear about your workload though that is kinda crappy >>2913 That's great anon! I struggle with depression myself but I won't let it beat me! Keep fighting and you will make it! I love this board and even if I don't post or visit much because I'm busy I still appreciate you guys.
>>3222 >been in the Reserves for 4 years and am probably gonna lose that job Good on you for standing up for your convictions. Hopefully with every sacrifice being made, a message is being sent.
>>3222 I love this board because it has no avatarfriends.
>>3222 Happy belated birthday anon
It's been months I haven't posted on a IB. >>3222 Hey, what a coincidence! It was my 24th birthday few days ago too! The only ones who remembered were my family and a neighbor, and the only things I received was lunching my favorite dish and a mug from my neighbor. I still live with my parents, lel, but my older siblings used to live with them not long ago; not easy to find somewhere else to live alone here nowadays. Oh, and happy belated birthday, anon. Keep going!
I drove over 11 hours today, probably averaging 80mph. Fun, but I am fucking exhausted.
I'm having a great night, had a bit of a breakthrough about my life. Realized that I need to prioritize my needs and emotions first, not caring about what other people think and finally admitting, accepting, forgiving and letting go of past mistakes, flaws and cringe memories -nothing serious but I've definitely fucked up and embarrassed myself in front of people more than once, especially over girls. I've had a difficult time trying to rid myself of the need for validation from women. That also includes developing autonomy and control over my emotions, not relying on other people's validation (parents mainly) and feelings of happiness to satisfy that people pleasing desire. I just wanted everything to be "perfect" and have no dysfunction because I felt this compulsion and massive fear if it wasn't. I thought "perfect" was this unnatural view that people are happy 100% of the time with no problems whatsoever. People have leveraged that to manipulate me into doing shit, I have a hard time with boundaries and I need to learn how to hold my "frame." At the end of the day, accepting the reality of who I am, the reality that I cannot please everyone, I cannot force people to be happy, that people are pretty shitty and will try to take advantage of me and that I need to laugh at and forgive myself. Also chans are being deliberately killed and suppressed and we've entered some kind of dark age, but I reckon that alt-chans will make a come back and if halfchan goes dark then decentralized chans will make a resurgence.
I spontaneously decided to go to a con for the first time today. Haven't been around people my age in almost 5 years. When I got there, I just cried in the parking lot for an hour. Then, I wandered around for a while like a ghost haunting the place, then left. I don't know if it's possible to make frens as an old retard, but I plan to give it an honest try before offing myself.
I'm back to work now after being sick and getting back into my usual routine again.
NEETing over the winter. Stay warm out there everyone.
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I feel like I'm loosing virtually all self-control with not spending money on food every day - and it's not like I eat much anyway (Being skinny as hell and all). But it's hard not to, when I'm so busy and/or tired from school and work all the time, that preparing and packing food beforehand doesn't even come to mind. Because of that I've resorted to buying food (sometimes with a drink too) from campus nearly every day because it's more convenient for me. My stepdad tells me I shouldn't be ashamed to spend it on food, because it's money I've earned, but I am trying to save it for other things so I can't help but worry how all these small purchases will eventually add up and end up deeply cutting into my savings. Also, often I can't resist not getting delivery - and that comes out like about 20$ every time for one meal. I know it's ridiculous but I just ended up blinded by my hunger everytime (and dislike/laziness for cooking).
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Made it to the 40k mark some time ago in Board Game Online and I was thinking about putting in an item related to Warhammer 40k. However, I am aware of Games Workshop and their fondness for cease-and-desists on anything fan-related. I guess I could rename things regarding the item in question to protect BGO from GW, but I wonder if the players would accept that.
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Tonight I dreamt of boobs I see No Nut November is doing the effects that I wanted
>>3458 Huh, maybe this NNN stuff isn't so dumb after all...
My mom got incredibly drunk today. She was on pretty good behavior, but nobody wants to take care of someone blackout drunk.
>>3458 Just be chronically stressed and you wouldn't have any desire to fap No need to leave it just for November
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>>3484 I only coom to AI generated text these days. Does that count?
>>3485 Use your mind. If you can't do it without, you weren't horny to begin with.
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had to wake up rly early today and been the entire day at uni, wanted to fix some stuff up and learn in between classes but ended up not being able to do anything, i also noticed how behind i rly am and kinda woke from the procastination, so now i'm eating and cooking coffee as i got a lot of catching up to do! wish me luck frens, we're all gonna make it ^-^
Feeling contemplative today. Thinking about all the friends I lost along the way. The missed opportunities and wasted time. Thank God. I am content.
Things are going good. I've reached a milestone towards a goal of mine, I'm not feeling lonely or exhausting myself with people, and I'm thinking about more than how I'm going to kill time with my day. Things are looking up for now.
I am growing out my hair because I am bored with the way I look, I am not sure what I am going for or how long I want it but it's looking nice so far, length around my eyebrows. It's addicting running my hands in my hair and unironically easier to manage because the hair sticking up where my hair whorls it isn't so stubborn anymore when I wake up. Still figuring out what hair product to pull my hair back so hair doesn't hit my eyebrows and still don't the difference between the waxes, clay and other hair products.
>>3571 I've been growing mine out too. I had hair almost down to my shoulders when I graduated high school, and once I got out I started getting shorter hair cuts. I got sick of giving myself undercuts, so now I'm back to growing it out again. I plan on letting it grow to around my collarbone or so and then keeping it there until I get sick of it and ready to get the clippers out again.
>>3571 >>3572 i do this in the winter. grow my hair out and stop shaving. every little bit of insulation for the cold.
>>3534 Don't stop w/ good music. Things are looking up.
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>>592 >Sleepless night fast forward. >Tried to come up with ideas for a board game. >Someone I have warm feelings for is being cold, I decided to go slow and go away. >Had to clean up a huge pile of excrement the dogs left late at night mess at 6 am. >Thought to myself 'maybe I won't really sleep'. >Went to sleep at 7am. >Woke up at 2pm. >Had lunch ready. >Spent some time online, decided to invest my time into getting my social media accounts banned since I spend too much time on them. >Watched Maiorianus' videos for awhile, about Late Roman history. >Actually found an idea for the board game. >Went to work out (bench, press, dips). >Came home and ate some eggs with bread. >Just discovered this board. >Felt happy. Pic related is some image I found while online today. I didn't know a crocodilian could be so large. They are my favorite animals, and I want to pet one no matter what, and I don't want to listen to anybody telling me "but they're dangerous". :)
>>3600 Crocodiles can get huge. I've seen a big one in person before.
>>3600 >decided to invest my time into getting my social media accounts banned ah, i see you're a man of culture as well
> Woke up at 11am to a family member yelling at me > Yelled back, "Huh?! What time is it." > watched some parade > ate delicious french toast casserole > did some thanksgiving cooking > accidentally burned a family member with a steamer > they cried > i cried cuz i felt bad > ate food > ate pie Now i'm ready to go back to my grave. Today was just... overstimulating.
>>3600 >Just discovered this board. >Felt happy. yesss isn't this board just so wholesome?! I really liked the idea of an imageboard but the other ones like 4chan were just too vulgar for me. Just because i'm an adult doesn't mean I want to see disgusting content.
>>3607 This board = less graphic, good ppl. Welcome, thx for chilling.
>>3609 I appreciate the welcome!
Slept on and off through most of it. I get bouts of sneezing about once every several seconds.
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>>3644 Hope today is awsome, looking forward to sunshine hopefully. Have the best day possible. Positive vibes.
>>3656 thank you
Good morning, a other chance to get it right. Have a great day!

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