I try to keep both contentment and restlessness in perspective. Things get better daily, but there's always further to go. You might be safe today, but you don't know what rug will be pulled out from under you tomorrow.
And of course, sometimes you have to look at what you've worked so hard to accomplish, and wonder if this is really what you're here to do.>>925
I'm always reluctant to sit down and meditate, but almost every time I'm like "this was better than I expected and I should do this every day" afterward.